ooooh

friday tomorrow at last, nowadays all i look forward to are the friday nights. most likely seeing jadeyyy tomorrow so <3 its been far to long! then saturday with marky in stevenage, got some shopping to do, then having jadey stay over probably <3 looks like a pretty good weekend to me?
i think i may go job hunting, even if it means giving up my saturdays. i have no money, and i feel so guilty when i ask my mum all the time.
my rooms a bombsite :| oh, and my coursework final deadline for my already month late coursework is tomorrow, its still not finished. i'm fucked? :|

so in general, good mood :)
though i'd like to voice, and should this person read it, i don't care!
i think i might actually hate you. you're a dick, and at first i was saying, 'yeah she's just changed' you haven't changed, i've just seen the real you. i can't believe how thoughtless you can be, and now i can't be bothered with you seeing as i was always the one to be trying. and saying that, yeah, it was nice while it lasted, but you never really did want to be friends for long did you? just use me for a bit until you got bored of me. one thing that's making me falling out with you a lot sweeter, is that your 'best friend' and i are a lot closer than we used to be, and feel free to be pissed off with her cause she sees me outside of school, but she has true friends, and she wont stop being friends with people that she's met through you just because you say so. so shut up, or sort yourself out. i'll give you another chance?

i'm sick of being single. and i've missed lora <3
that's my update for today, ciao!