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SUN

its starting to feel like summer :D
i'm already sunburnt - LOL. typical me, i am irish after all, what do you expect?
had a wonderful easter so far, too much has happened for me to go into, but its been great! i hope next week is as good!
i have some work to do at some point though, quite a lot of work now that i think about it...

lalala





i think i like you... its weird. i'm confused.

i'd really like

a cuddle.

the hangover

was such an amazing film! one of my favourites, ever! i was downloading the soundtrack, and it just made me think of the film all over again hahaha
it's actually hilarious!

i LOVED: mr.chow, the gay chinese man, when alan was getting the baby to 'masturbate', phil, "not you, fat jesus.", "ri-tard", "i do, it's at the corner of get a map and fuck off. i'm a doctor, not a tour guide.", "it's the weekend, you don't exist to me.". and to be honest, i just liked everything.





Toodooloo, motherfuckers! :')

i had a good idea for a blog, but then i forgot what i was going to write about...

... oh wait, i remember now.
i was watching (500) days of summer earlier, and it made me think.

i can relate to summer, and how she was afraid to let tom in to her life properly, how much her the divorce of her parents affected her, etc.
and y'know, i'm going to admit, i'm scared. i'm scared of being with someone too long. scared of letting someone in and them knowing too much. scared of loving someone too much, and them hurting me. scared of things ending badly. yep. scared. and this may sound silly to those of you who have been in long relationships before. my longest relationship was almost three months, and what i don't understand is why i switch when i get to two months. i don't understand me. i just, can't stay with anyone longer than that. is it just me? i don't know whether or not it's because i don't actually like that person as much as i first thought, or whether its because i'm scared to get too attatched to that person. i just don't know.
these thoughts have just been replaying again and again in my head.
also, this quote from (500) days of summer made me think quite a bit too:

"it was that you can't ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event. coincidence. that's all anything ever is. nothing more than coincidence."

i really like that quote.
anyway, i'm going off to think some more.

ill

i was warned, but i still drank blakey's orange juice, and i got his disease. yay! :( so now i'm coughing, and snotty. wahooo

i told myself not to, then did anyway. argh. i frustrate myself more than other people do.

fucksake.

why do i like you? why do i like you? why do i like you?

you're perfect. absolutely perfect.

smart, you have my favourite type of humour, you're good looking, you have a nice body, not too tall, not smaller than me, reeeeeeallly lovely eyes, you're soso nice when you want to be, i get butterflies every time you speak to me, or if i see you.

gah, there are so many more reasons i could write down.

i'm pathetic.

no one i met after you quite compares.

you have higher expectations and standards now, and i just don't fit into them, not by a longshot.

i shouldn't blog this, but its just what keeps running through my head.

i shouldn't like you, but i do.

i'm trying to stop myself from thinking anything could happen, that's long gone, but i still can't help but have the tiniest bit of hope.

and i shouldn't feel like this.

but i do.

>:|

i had such a good weekend and some people actually ruin it.
i went out friday and enjoyed myself despite certain circumstances, and got quite drunk and had joanna over. i love drunk chats, because you just talk about everything. proper ached in the morning; bruises on my head in various places, bruises, cuts, scrapes, and sore ankles. oh yeah and huge blisters. i tell you, i looked like a cripple when i went out on saturday, and felt like it too. had a nice saturday and sunday with izzie and danni mainly <3 they seem to be the only ones i enjoy myself with now.
mm, so glad easter starts on thursday, only a half day and non-uniform and then seeing jadine to watch her get her tongue pierced. i also need to see marky, sammicat, janna, ayprul, and some other people in easter.

gah, i hate so many people :( i want a boy cuddle please. bye.

fuck off. fuck off. fuck off.

'nough said.