not impressed

I have to say, I have never laughed so much at a picture like this! >>>

so, update on whatever? school mocks are done, i think i did okay in some subjects, others TERRIBLY. ALSO, 8 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS!
in other news, i have indeed fucked everything up though, i expected it to at some point. but as usual, its all my fault. i have to say, if you're going to fall out with someone, the cold shoulder is actually the worst thing to do. you should have the decency to tell them what it is that you're annoyed about, and then not talk to them, or actually sort it out. i can't believe i had to read it from a blog, from you of all people. i am not going to lie, i'm not going to say i don't care about this, because i do, a lot. y'know, i thought our friendship was secure, it was the one thing that made me happy all the time. i was wrong, clearly. honestly, i don't set out to ruin things, but i guess that's just what happens when i get involved with things or people. this is really horrible, i don't really know what i should do right now. i was already in a pretty negative mood before all this. i don't deserve this all at the same time, but then again, things have to get worse before they get better i suppose. i don't know how many times i have to say sorry for being such a stupid person?

yay, not looking forward to much apart from the family feeling on christmas day. oh, and getting natalie, mark and laura their christmas presents.

oh, and i dont care if i'm not fun and acting like a scrooge, but i HATE snow. i HATE it. yes, it is pretty to look at or photograph and make things with, but it is too cold and wet and it just gets ruined quickly anyway. not to mention it ruins all plans that involve transport.

another delightful and depressing blog from hazel today, haha.

over and out.