goodbye 2009.

so, 2009, what a year really, but this was a good year, despite the bad things. i met some brilliant people, and stayed friends with some. i partied until the sun had risen. i drunk so much that i passed out. i made myself feel one minute on the top of the world, and then the next lowest of the low with drugs i once said i'd never touch. i smoked like a chimney. i had relationships with people who i'm not friends with now, but i wouldn't have it any other way. i had one night stands. i made mistakes, lots and lots of mistakes. i even questioned my sexual orientation. i kept friends, lost friends. i cried, laughed, sang, regretted, bitched, loved, hated, relaxed, stressed out, argued, trusted and betrayed, but i'm so glad i did.

so, i'm entering 2010, not completely satisfied with everything, but happy. i have a gorgeous boyfriend, and i'm determined to make this relationship last. also, i have some amazing friends, and i love them although i dont show it sometimes. my new years resolutions, although i probably not stick to them, are:
- to work harder this year for my gcse's.
- to think about what i say.
- and to have a more positive attitude, because things turn out better that way.

so, after spending new years eve getting drunk at brendan's with joshy and rafter, helping look after brendan's sister new years day, and having a day with brendan, joshy and rafter at joshy's, i'm in a lovely mood. let's just hope that this good mood lasts :)