Monday, 8 March 2010

a) i'm really disappointed.

really. i can't believe it. i was told about it saturday, but i kind of just put it to the back of my mind. now that i read something, and finally found out who it was you were going on about, i remembered. now don't get me wrong, i don't not want you to be happy, but i specifically said i wasn't happy about it. and i told you not to fall for those lies. but you did anyway. and i just know you're going to regret it. but what if you don't? what if you are going to end up with that person for ages. i won't see you anymore, well even less than i do already. that person will change you, and i don't want you to change. i would know, i've been with this person. i'm surprisingly really upset, and i don't understand. am i jealous? i can't say anything to you, because anyway that i try it will come out wrong. just, i hope you know what you're getting yourself into, because i didn't at the stage you're in now. agh. i don't want this to happen. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?

b) the fire that once almost completely burned out. the ashes, which were smouldering and dying for the best part of 6 months, have started to burn again. and i just hope that either something comes out of it, or something doesn't. the fire is getting stronger, i just have to choose whether or not to let it. it will be a difficult decision.

HA i'm such an emotional twat.

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